16.0503 They *may* know about my blog

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@24.1011-1131.16 by Atx

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Dear Marla,

Ooops!

Last night at dinner we were talking about our writing and I accidently mentioned my blog at rubbernaut.com.   We were talking about a bunch of other stuff with lots of details, so I can only hope that my blog address was lost in the shuffle and they did not make note of it. They did not indicate any reaction to it, so I think I may have dodged that bullet.

Rubbernaut.com is where I post my "Ordeal" fantasies.  Most of these demonstrate the depth of my fetish. If either one of the Hahns reads through this blog, I may as well start packing my stuff to move back to Thorpton because the blog takes a deep dive into sado-masochistic fetish to reveal my innermost fantasies.       

I really MUST be more careful!

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It was bad enough that James saw a number of my rubber and bondage items when the bottom fell out of that box he picked up while helping me move to the Hahnestery. It could not have been worse -- one of the first things he picked up was my chastity belt with it's two steel phalluses. He didn't say a word but I saw a flicker of recognition in his eyes. He knew what the belt was for.   

During my first month here I wore a few small latex items in the privacy of my room only at night. Since then I have gradually grown to wear more of it as often as I can, but only when the house is dark and I can hear snoring noises coming from the Hahn's bedroom downstairs. 

I should also mention that, now that I have been here a while and have no living expenses, I aready have a nicely bit of money in the bank account.  Also, there has been a satisfying trickle of packages arriving in the mail addressed to me. The bottom dresser drawer in my room contains towels, or so it appears. Under a layer of towels is  a small collection of new latex items. I threw most of the old things out because they smelled badly and had just too many rips and tears repaired with tape. I only kept the gasmask and my chastity belt. 

However, now that I have been here a while and have learned many of Jame's and Lorraine's habits and outlooks about life, I have become a little bit bolder.  One of the Ordeals I adopted was a hardline protocol for sleeping in at least some latex every night without fail. In fact. after a month of doing this, at about 8pm or so, I start to get a little moist because I know that in an hour or two my mindscape will be focused on latex against my skin.

So far, the Hahns have never done or said anything that would suggest that they know what a fetish is and that I have a humdinger of one for latex. 

...T...